Recent content by Bluemoon

So the last couple of weeks i am journaling like the whole day because if i'm depressed or in pain i have to find something to cure, hope. But i realised in the long run it gets worse and worse. My neck pain bothers me the most because i'm afraid of doing things and i would just sit and do...

I didn't even thought of looking it at this way. I even tried to avoid answering and keep reading your response because i was afraid.. I guess that my anxiety all started in my childhood, because i saved my little sisters life, she was drowning and i noticed it and i was so angry at my parents...

Thats true. I also feel like i did too much journaling in this week and thats too much emotionally for me right now because it triggered so many symptoms in this week and i am usually impatient so if my symptoms coming again i get frustrated easily.

Hello everyone, i wanted to do this for a long time so i decided that i will share my story today. I wrote a bit on the Educational Program Day 10 at the end of march i believe. I am 28 years old. When i was 7 years old i developed love for track and field because at my school we had a yearly...

Hello everyone, so the last mistake i made was 13 days ago. I am addicted to playing online videogames on PC because it distracts me from what happens around me and brings a bit of joy in my life. I spent a whole bunch of money on it just to progress further and at the time i cashed the money...

Thank you all for your kind answers.

Its my first post here, i actually wanted to post on Day 1 but i was a bit shy. I really try to accept it is TMS but it is so hard for me. I have depression and physical pain on my neck and shoulder and my right arm snice a couple of moonths. I went to doctors but my back is fine only with...