Recent content by billyp

Thanks Lonewolfbunny. I haven’t posted in a long time because I’ve totally healed and have been living life once again. It’s so amazing to me how we are in total control of our wellness and it isn’t simple a random bad luck draw that gives us illness and disease. It’s all originated right in our...

Once you cross that threshold into balance and peace of mind it all seems to make perfect sense. I think we have all brought these pain syndromes on ourselves by never quieting our minds and truly just enjoying the present. We are always going, monitoring our phones, waiting for “something” to...

Hi Colls100 Your description sounds almost exactly how i felt in my search for healing. I was so focused on getting rid of the pain that I didnt realize I was keeping it alive through my actions. Like i did, you are searching for answers and doing everything methodically and exactly how you...

Hi again everyone. Balto I first read your story a couple of years ago and at that time I was in the worst shape I could imagine. I had constant pain of one variety or another. I was constantly worried about it. Wanting it to go away. I didn’t understand the reason. A Doctor had diagnosed me...

First of all, I share your passion for the Redsox. Big time fans here in my house. Love the city of Boston. As to your TMS issues I thought I would share some details of my own journey. I dealt with debilitating back pain and eye pain for about 5 years. Found out about TMS last April. I dove...

I also have had chronic insomnia and couldn't figure out how to get a good night's sleep. I would fight it, get up and read, take sleeping pills, warm milk, etc.. At my wife's suggestion I started going to bed with ear buds in my ears playing peaceful nature sounds like rain, thunder...

Man I just barely read your story and I want to say thank you. This testimonial you shared clicked with me better than any other article, post, book or forum I have read. You made a huge difference to me and my thinking about this. I know I will be cured now. Thanks again Balto. God Bless you!

Thanks for posting this. Its really motivational for those of us still in the final stages of this strange and always changing journey. I'm glad to read some of the important steps you took to change your way of thinking. I have been working on similar methods and have been seeing great...

Hi Bluesky, You are doing the right thing by reconnecting with the TMS programs. I am also a runner and have had experiences of pain that I associate with running- knee pain, achilles tendonitis. My back pain and neck pain became so severe that I even figured running was the reason for those...

Thanks for the comments Kevin. Good luck to you as well.

Thank you Andy. Needed that feedback this morning.

Thanks Walt. Great advice. I really needed that sleeping advice. I've struggled with poor sleep for a long time. I can get to sleep fine but I'll wake up around 2:30 or 3:00 am and have the hardest time getting back to sleep.

I have been a very active and athletic person my whole life. I was a professional jockey for 9 years and rode at many well known racetracks. After that career I took up marathon running then ultra running. I've finished 4 Boston Marathons, three 50 mile endurance races and one 100 miler. I've...