Recent content by Aaricia

Thank you @zclesa for your reply. I see a lot of wisdom and true in your words. I had dangerous episodes in my life with alkohol when I used it to numb myself and this is so true. Since I have TMS relapse I sleep so much better, before that I had to take Trazadone or had two glasses of wine to...

I’ll try. The funniest thing is that I feel like a calm person. I think I don’t feel stress and anxiety as I was before in my life. I don’t have any insomnia which was huge problem for me before. I can sleep now like a baby. Maybe hence the increase pain and tms attack. I’m in pain but I don’t...

Hi all, So I decided to stop doing acupuncture for back pain. It’s been 40 weeks of therapy, every week for one hour and I didn’t feel much results form doing it. I realize that it’s only a distraction that I keep on because I’m too scared to stop doing it. Well it’s my 3rd week of not...

Hi @nachiketas! Thanks for your posts and time with giving us some great advice. I’ll take a listen to Eckhart work but the only problem that I have is that for me and him English is a second language and I have really hard time with understanding what he is saying. I understand the words...

Hi @jimbabwe92! I hear you form the bottoms of my heart. I came to the forum today to get some help as well since and I was about to share same hopeless thought that you have and I’m so happy I did. The only thing that I have to say is to listen to the guys above-they know what is going on and...

Dear @mbsgal85, When I was 30-31 years old I had my first episode of TMS. Doing SEP (available here at the forum) reading book, believing in TMS theory was enough to recover. It took me few months but I got my life back. Try that, you can only gain. good luck!

Hi Kevin, I did! Actually Eddie lives in Edmonds, WA which is few miles away form me. I even got more scared because you mentioned that you were working with TMS therapist for a year and it wasn't enough. I've been working with the TMS specialist since last month and I still have symptoms. I...

Oh srton, I’m really in the dark place now. I just feel like it will never go away and I even stoped coming to the forum because I lost hopes... Thank you for your words. They mean a lot to me and they comes to me in perfect moment. I’ll try my best and hold on as strong as I can. I’m glad the...

Thanks Kevin! What a wise words... a non TMSer... It’s so hard when the pain is there, I was a non TMSer before and the pain from being sore was so different than I’m experiencing now. I miss those days when I was healthy. I just want to be normal again. I want my life back. I feel like it’s...

Thanks @Baseball65 for the reply. Preach me as much a you can! I really need some support in here. Looks like I totally missed the idea of the outcome independence so I appreciate your reply. I feel like I can’t trust my body any more. Last week I decided for some physical activity since...

Hi there! Looks like a TMS for me. I recoverd firm RSI/TMS few years ago. I got symptoms when I was almost done with dental assisting school and even though I didn’t work for many months I wasn’t pain free for almost a year. Read my successful story. To cheer you up I fully recovered and...

Hi everyone! I’ve been trying for the last couple days outcome independence. I’m not sure if I got it right, but I decided that instead of staying home again I’ll go out and meet with friends and I’ll enjoy that. So I did and I was sitting in a restaurant, driving long hours and today my...

Thank you @srton for very comforting reply to my post. Trust me, writing it was difficult and very stressful to me. I think I had stomach ache for at least two hours. It's not easy to share our deepest thoughts and darkest fears with strangers but I feel that no one other in the world that would...