I started the Structured Educational Program. I'm pain free and this is the second time in three months that the pain is gone. I know I still have fear because I still have arm/tricep weakness and still cannot raise my right arm entirely. I have started back up at the gym and the arm fatigue definitely does two things: makes me question myself and makes me discouraged. Therefore my response is to keep going. I even play softball which is tricky because when I make a throw from second base I really have to focus and use my legs because of the weakness. While pain has been gone, periods of inflammation continue to rear their ugly head in my armpit, right side of the chest, forearm, tricep, elbow and behind my shoulder blade. Its been a really strange journey this second coming of TMS.