since i started the program i have been on good terms with my eldest son. He has paid dearly for my tms and we have been talking to the school about his dissatisfaction. I've been a bad father to him and scolded him where he didn't deserve it. It was my pain that spoke. But I made a decision about it to end a week ago. Since then we have had a great time together. My pride in this comes from my heart who just wants to see my son thrive.