Day 20 One thing I'd want to change about my life

I would figure out how to make time for a relationship, for building my personal life, my own family, my marriage, to love and be loved (in a romantic relationship - I am blessed with other kinds of love). But I always accepted that I can’t have those things; for various reasons.

What steps I could take? I don’t know. For now, I am hoping to reach a place where I feel completely and unquestioningly accepting of myself, as I am, where I am. Where I enjoy my company, and my thoughts, and appreciate my heart and my physical body - so it is fun to be with me. Where I am enough. Others can join me for the ride, for short periods and long periods and it will be fine either way because I am enough. This program is helping me get there, one day at a time.

PS: this community has been so lovely that I've been wanting to post more on the forum.
PPS: for some reason, life has started seeming a little bit easier around mid-way through the program. Will it last?? We will find out!