Just plugging away

So i after having read Dr. Sarno’s books, and Dr. Schubiner’s I am going through this program. I am not really sure I am making much progress, though, but I am trying to ignore that and pretending i am not forcing the result. I ahve another appointment with my TMS doctor this week and i am anxious to see where that leads. Also, i am leaving for Ireland for a 10 day tour with my son this week. . This is one of my big “Screw you!” to my unconscious, that i am living my life the way I want it, with joy and adventure!