I know it’s much nicer to see some positive story but I don’t have one to share with you. Exactly two years ago I found out about TMS and stopped with absolutely all examinations and therapies on a structural basis. Since then I have concentrated only on mindbody techniques. Otherwise, it is the lower back and groin, pain when moving and morning stiffness. In those two years I had maybe some 4-5 days less pain, absolutely not a single day without pain. I educated myself by reading 5 books on the topic of tms, I wrote continuously for 2 months on several occasions, tried to feel my emotions, did recovery program, paid for professional help regarding emotional intelligence and many other things related to that topic. The only thing I lost was the fear of pain, I don't care if it hurts or not, I just do what I want. I appreciate that, otherwise I worried a lot about my future and career because of those pains and constant deterioration. I have been at a dead end for a long time and I am losing motivation because it is frustrating to do anything in life without any results. Many talk about the costs of structural therapies and examinations...when I draw the line I can say that I did not spend anything less on education, books, documentaries, emotional therapy and everything else related to tms that I tried. I really don’t know how to proceed and in which direction. Well, I had to share it. Greetings and happy new year to all.