dystonicrunner
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One thing I've noticed in the past few days is I'm sighing a lot. I'm not even sure if the word is sighing. I'm noticing that I am doing big exhale which is coming out of my nose. (So no dramatic sighing noise lol.)
Earlier this year, before I discovered TMS, I had at least caught on to the whole "my nervous system is on fire" and tried to start doing some breathing exercises or at least be more aware of my breathing. I realized in that time I never breathe through my nose and it was very hard for me to do some basic breathing exercises.
So actually breathing in and out through my nose is a relatively new thing which I have gotten better at, and now with TMS work as I have been trying to do it during "scary" activities such as running or going to the grocery stores or up the stairs to show my brain this is a safe thing and show calmness. (Man I was an ugly mouth gasper for years with exercise and there was no calm about it.)
But this big sighing thing is new. It has been happening when I am thinking of surface level things, like being annoyed at this or that or mildly stressed about this or that. It's therefore been 100s of times over the last few days.
It is generally also accompanied by a big inhale but I picked up on the exhale first. Not sure if this is some sort of change and I'm learning to off load some tension or what, or I'm just focused on being a weird sigh breather now! Haha could be worse symptoms! On a surface level I have definitely felt much more "whatever" about a lot of things in my life recently including some symptoms, annoyances, small stressors etc. Maybe I'll start rolling my eyes in accordance. 
Earlier this year, before I discovered TMS, I had at least caught on to the whole "my nervous system is on fire" and tried to start doing some breathing exercises or at least be more aware of my breathing. I realized in that time I never breathe through my nose and it was very hard for me to do some basic breathing exercises.
So actually breathing in and out through my nose is a relatively new thing which I have gotten better at, and now with TMS work as I have been trying to do it during "scary" activities such as running or going to the grocery stores or up the stairs to show my brain this is a safe thing and show calmness. (Man I was an ugly mouth gasper for years with exercise and there was no calm about it.)
But this big sighing thing is new. It has been happening when I am thinking of surface level things, like being annoyed at this or that or mildly stressed about this or that. It's therefore been 100s of times over the last few days.