I got my answer in the mail! Here I was looking everywhere for a cure for my back, neck, shoulder, and knee pain and pain and numbness in my legs, arms and hands, and the answer came in the mail.
After about 25 months of this ordeal, I received a flyer in the mail about a book published by Boardroom Classics giving inside information on money, travel, health, and more. By now, experience had taught me how important every bit of information could be in saving time, money, health—even one’s life. Since the book offer included a fourteen-day free trial period, I had nothing to lose by ordering the book. This was before internet! LOL.
I began by reading the section on health. Under the topic of back pain, the book mentioned Dr. John Sarno's discovery, as set out in his book Mind over Back Pain. That's how I first learned about how repressed anger and rage could be the cause of all my pain.
I saw myself as a very calm, positive, easygoing person with a sense of humor, who rarely became angry. Of course, like anyone with chronic back pain I had experienced more pain during or after a stressful period, but was it reasonable to believe that repressed anger and tension could really cause all my pain and disability? And what about my degenerated discs? The medical establishment considers anger and anxiety aggravating factors for existing physical problems, but could tension actually cause these physical problems?
I read Mind Over Back Pain. However, I had a lot of questions. Do I need to change my personality and show my anger and discontent? How is TMS treated? Are there any doctors in California who diagnose and treat TMS? What is the role of physical therapy and the treatments therapists use to increase blood flow to affected areas? How soon after one realizes that the pain is caused by tension does recovery begin?
After two weeks of calling New York University, I was finally able to talk with Dr. Sarno. He kindly suggested that I read his latest book, Healing Back Pain, for answers to my questions. To my amazement, only one copy of this book was to be found in all of the Silicon Valley library system. I placed an immediate request for the book. I also called a bookstore and ordered a copy. Once I read Healing Back Pain all my questions were answered and shortly after I recovered from all my pain as well as hay fever, heart murmur, gastritis, and no longer needed my reading glasses. More than 25 years later and I still do not need reading glasses. Thank you Dr. Srano. May he rest in peace,