Day 1 First step

Day 1
What would life mean to you without TMS?

I think it's going to be very hard. I want to get better quickly and perfectly like I'm talking about here. God, take this perfectionist with pride. But I feel like there's an answer here. That's why I'm trying to participate. I personally felt that the level of having faith and not having faith is the difference between heaven and earth, so I'm going to go with faith. God, but I want to be able to not regard this treatment as an idol. Please consider it as one of the paths you're walking on and protect me so that I don't do anything that you're not happy about in God's eyes. Lead me.

I just wrote down the thoughts in my very raw self. The context seems a bit weird, but I'm not going to try to revise it. Let's go!