Biggest Realization ❤️

I've been repressing happiness, comfort, love, rest, joy, curiosity majority of my life.

I've been taught that these things are a luxury and that I'm not worthy of them and that I don't deserve them. I've been taught that pushing yourself, working hard without rest, without listening to my needs means I am more worthy to the world and to others. I am allowed to be lazy now. This is very foreign to my system but I will be okay because my body and mind is learning. And I will be okay.

I am feeling a lot of grief over this today.

I won’t be visiting as much as I used to because reading about other's symptoms does not make me feel good, as much as I love to help others.

I am honoring my truth now.

That is all.

Love to you all.

 

I used to be like you. Not anymore.

Wishing you all the happiness, comfort, love, rest, joy, curiosity etc that you desire!

 

Good for you! Wishing you warmth, love, peace and happiness on your journey! ❤️

 

Thank you Sita! Sending you love.

 

Your grief is OK. It means being human. But true self-compassion will come when you accept both your new self and your past self as you, human and worthy of love and respect. I wish you come to that place! ❤️