Recent content by TheWeeLad

Hey everyone! Almost a month after my first post (or possibly more), I am posting my week 13...I've been slacking. Anyways, I've noticed that after forcing myself to think emotionally, I've been more stressed than usual lately. It may be coincidental, or that I am more aware of my emotions, but...

Today's work asked me to journal about some personality trait I have. I chose to journal about my "legalist" type personality - especially how I am incredibly indecisive. I overthink absolutely every decision, and often fear I am making the wrong one. This definitely makes life more difficult..

Hey everyone. Back for day 11. I've been noticing every day that I have really been repressing some emotions. I never knew before undergoing this journey that I had some stuff buried away, but it is very weird actively embracing it rather than avoiding it. I have noticed that I have been...

Hey everyone! Back for day 10. Today I had a minor victory. During my workout, I began to feel a little pain. I told myself that I wouldn't let it get me down, and it didnt. I ended up ignoring the pain and going about my workout. It is feeling a little better now, but the fact that I was able...

Hey everyone! Back for day 9. I have been making progress emotionally. Today's and yesterday's journalling really brought up some difficult stuff - some things I've done that I am not especially proud of, and stuff that has been holding me back in life. I don't think I've ever sat down and...

Before I would just get stressed out when new pain was occur. Now i find it funny, because it always happens when my back starts to chill out.

Glad to know someone out there has the same micro obsession with checking their pain as me. I actually have been to many PTs, and oddly enough my pain would always be none/minimal the day I went to get evaluated. I never connected that before analyzing my TMS...my brain was simply not producing...

Hey everyone! Back for day 8. The program asked me to relay my experience with the program after the first week. I am still having a big of trouble accepting the TMS diagnosis. I think it is my scientific background, but I still can't say I've 100% accepted yet. I have had some pain free days...

Hey everyone! Still working the program. Been busy lately, so haven't been following as closely day to day as I should. I've been finding more and more proof each day that my pain is fully psychologically based. A few days ago, I was in a lot of pain. I didn't let it get me down, and the pain...