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Update: • My pgad is getting a lot better, I still get flares but it's calming down a lot overall. • My akathesia got worse during and after covid and took a few more months to calm down again, but now it's very manageable, almost non-existent except for triggers, and even then it's milder than...

Hi, my pgad is getting better, it's still not at the level of healed as it was before I smoked weed but it's definitely improved majorly. I hope that helps! Sending lots of love!

The muscle aches have become more painful and widespread. I'm not sure whats happening tbh and wish I could go to a dr. Still unsure if it's fibromyalgia since I don't have any of the other symptoms. Except ones that I've had already for years (migraines, bladder weakness (from pgad), rarely ibs).

Also, being housebound sucks lol. I've added up that I've been housebound about 5 or more years of my life in total (I'm 26). Or around 9 years counting the times I barely left my hometown. I've exhausted every indoor activity and the boredom has become severe depression. I have trauma from...

My physical akathisia has calmed down a lot. Mental akathisia (in the form of a dark traumatic terror feeling that brings me to a panic attack) - is a little milder and going through waves and windows. My pgad in general has worsened, especially when it comes to night time. In the night I often...

So I think I have dyskinesia now which scares me because that's permanent apparently (I see some success on symptom reduction but only for if they come off the med that's caused it - I haven't taken a drug since that bit of weed 7 months ago and its gotten worse...) I did have it when I withdrew...

Has anyone healed from tardive, withdrawal or chronic akathesia? Or restless leg syndrome as apparently that's similar? My story: I was on celexa for 4 years, withdrew and had withdrawal symptoms (mainly PGAD) for 2 and a half years, they mostly healed but 9 months after it significantly...

Hey, how are you doing now? Did your akathesia get better? :-)

Long story short: - Did a meditation on my PGAD and asked "if this physical feeling was an emotion, what is that emotion?" It was panic. - PGAD has been calmer since. - Panic attack after a stressful holiday brought on physical tardive akathesia and constant panic. Worsened acute mental...

Thank you both so much. And Dorado, I really appreciate you commenting as you've already helped me out so much in the past. :) I really want to share my current mindbody journey because I've found it very interesting. Sorry in advance that it's LONG (I'll post a short version after), but the...

Well, I'm stupid. :-( I smoked weed for the first time 5 out of 9 days in late May early June and on the 5th day (hours after the high), my PGAD came back. Then other withdrawals came back too or worsened (tinnitus is now in both ears etc). It's been 3 months now and it's suddenly worse... I've...

Hi, I want to give a positive update. :) I left my emotionally abusive husband in August 2020, he moved out in September and my symptoms have practically vanished since! I realise now that the stress, anxiety etc was keeping my nervous system in fight or flight, even when I didn't realise it. I...

Hi, thanks for asking! I wish I had something more positive to say but no, I'm still the same as when I started sadly. Dorado has helped and reassured me massively though, I think I just may need longer to heal. :( Thank you again and best wishes to you too! :)

I'm sorry you're in a flare :( and yeah I'm still off antidepressants, I don't think going back on would really help they seem so damaging, even if they can mask the symptoms for some people. Thanks I hope I do, you will get through this too, I'm really glad TMS has been helping you. :) I...