Recent content by morreion

Hi Brian, i'm 53 now. Have been battling with emotional pain since a young age but i really started to have physical symptoms when i became 19. It has been a long journey discovering what was the cause of it all. But since my divorce it really started to kickstart. In my relationship was...

No didn't become a multiple, not to my knowledge or experience, only had several times episodes of missing time, for instance going on my bike and ending somewhere else end having no recollection of how i got there. Am trying to do that now. Am having a grate counselor who helps me doing this...

Hi Brian, haven't been here for a while since i didn't receive any notices through email that there was a response and plus didn't have a laptop anymore for a while. Anyway have been triggered a lot during the pandemic, like you predominantly, anger and fear. It's the lockdown and being locked...

Haven't been on this forum for a while, but am confronted with a big messenger.... yes the lockdown. now i'm confronted with feelings of being stuck, no control, no escaping, hopelessness. Maybe an ideal opportunity to feel all that. Yes i read all the possible variants of this situation, being...

I realize that the thoughts and feelings of wanting to die and ending my life are part of the trauma and are emotional signatures and i won't actually physically will kill myself. It is part of the cluster of painful emotions, like desperation, hopelessness, feeling stuck etc. I don't do the...

My problem is that if i keep feeling my feelings and stay present with it long enough, that means days, i get a terrible back pain. This happened twice now. My lower back stiffens up and becomes very painful. I know Michael Brown says you have to stay with the physical pain as well since its an...

We already did, but it got lost in the religious discussion. Am not going to go further into the discussion of the nature of god, spiritual experiences etc although it's an interesting discussion because otherwise its only to continue and want to stick to the purpose of this forum and that's...

When we say God, that's according to me an belief or concept itself. When we say God is real, how do you know, what or who is God, what is real and why? The word God is in itself a learned concept we get from any source around us. We constantly interpreting reality around us based on beliefs...

From what i understand is that you're of the christian faith and that's ok. Are you trying to proof the correctness of your faith and as such see any experience that doesn't confirm your beliefs as false or as a way of any group opposed to it trying to discredit that faith? I do believe that a...

By the way i solved the quoting issue, have to highlight the text and then the reply word appears and have to click that. Using the question mark in the edit menu won't work.

I can't really say what happened to me and like you said its normal not to remember a lot before the age of 5. I gave up on finding out what happened to me, keeps me in my head instead of feeling whats arising now. That's why i feel the presence process is so valuable because i don't have to...

I did that, used the question mark sign in the edit menu, shows the quote tags in my text but when posted it doesn't show the quote

Hi Brian, Sorry for the late answer back, but didn't feel being emotional well for a couple of days. anyway here i go. we will see God as we saw our father during the first 8 or so years of our life I've always seen God different then the church i had to attend to. I always felt that god was...

What traumatic event happened to you, if you don't mind me asking? Thats the problem, i'm not sure. I had several psychic experiences as well when i was young. One night for instance i heard voices next to my bed talking about me and just picked up the last sentence saying i have to much...

I've been trying the breathing part of the presence process but that makes me really anxious and makes my body cramp up to a point were it is unbearable. The fact is, I've got an defense mechanism that prevents me from feeling or experiencing everything that's a thread. So tried hypnosis, but a...