Recent content by Mani

My knee also swelled up a ton. Pain in the same area you mention. Tried pt but to no avail. Started going away when i became aware it was tms.

Most docs will just tell you its all in your head. Theyre closer to the truth than the people just making up bullshit on the go. The stuff they make up about long covid. We solved long covid already, as well as all those other bullshit ‘post infection’ diseases. A lot of patients are in denial...

// Because my vascular regulation is no longer functioning properly,, simply put, an insufficient amount of oxygen-rich blood reaches my heart, brain, muscles, and cells. As a result, I feel exhausted—down to the cellular level—day in and day out; I experience extreme shortness of breath, and I...

Theres this girl in the netherlands. 2 years ago big story in the newspapers. She started having symptoms after a car accident. Doctors were saying her spine was pressing on her brain stem or whatever and that made her ME cfs worse. She needed life saving surgery. set up a Gofundme and actually...

Months of perfectly responding to sounds and it leaves me with no rewards whatsoever. ‘Just go live life’. I’m trying man. This is not bringing me jackshit.

@JanAtheCPA seems like she does understand that(?) They try rtms for a lot of mindbody issues so i guess its an ok place to start(?) I would try reddit i have seen it discussed plenty

I have been trying to find the words but i just cant seem to put these thoughts into a message. I even tried to in my own language but to no avail. I came across your comments under a post from 3 years ago. You were full of doubt. You had no proof it would work for you. But you were brave, and...

Had us in the first half;)

Congrats! I cant wait to get my ass to the gym

I’m replying just to bump this. I see these questions and find myself waiting for answers. Was bummed to see no one is taking a jab at this one. You can look up acne in the search bar and see peoples experiences. Wish you the best <3

I just worry that i wont be able to fit in. That i wont get to meet the people i want to. That i wont be able to express myself authentically. I have had those intrusive thoughts you talked about to but those indeed lost all power when i just accepted my thoughts. I know the worrying gives me...

Its 5am and im losing sleep over total nonsense again btw. my brain is a kamikaze pilot. I just want some peace of mind but i cant let go. I think its signaling that something isnt quite right with me. I dont think its about the thoughts themselves honestly.

@BloodMoon @Adam Coloretti (coach) @Cactusflower Thank you all for your thoughts. It really helps to have people think along with me. I have to say I felt so down today. We all have our needs. I’m deeply insecure. I still worry a lot about how my life will look. Will i be able to fit in when i...

Cars and planes are my kryptonite at the moment. If they got a little softer i could go outside much more. I cant wait to do stuff again. One thing that worries me: I was in a similar situation 2 years ago and i tried to get on with life but i was stopped in my tracks by the tms. I need to do...

I want to say: This particular song I used to listen to was too much just a week ago. Now it isnt. Progress I just wish sounds would get less loud. Like im getting better and better at dealing with loud sounds. I was so down but i can listen to songs; i couldnt just one month ago. Crazy, its a...