Recent content by Kristina1987

@Cactusflower Today I decided to calm my body and mind for a while with an anti-anxiety medication, as I need to reduce the total pain and fear in order to be able to act for my daughter again. I didn't make it easy for myself because I wanted to do it ^perfectly^ without medication. I couldn't...

@Cactusflower That sounds encouraging and like a little more self-empowerment. I have one last question. I can understand the muscle tension after training. I'm not afraid of that. But the tendons have been inflamed for years whenever I do any training. just never as bad as it is now. The...

Sorry @Cactusflower ;)

Thank you very much for this more than detailed answer. I get a lot of knowledge from it. On the one hand, it wasn't clear to me from the information from this forum that tendonitis is tms. I read contradictions. They especially appear for me after training. as if the tendons are barely...

I had a hernia operation in June. It was also very stressful for my nervous system. The nine surgeries in my life. Nothing's changed about the pubic pain. I suffered for weeks under the worst constraints such as pressing my legs together and had terrible relapses. I started hypnosis. Five years...

Sorry for the repetition at the end. Something didn't work and sorry for my English

Liebe Leute, ich hatte im Juni eine Leistenbruch-Operation. Es war auch sehr stressig für mein Nervensystem. Die 9 Operationen in meinem Leben. An den Schambeinschmerzen hat sich nichts geändert. Ich litt wochenlang unter den schlimmsten Zwängen wie dem Aneinanderpressen meiner Beine und hatte...

Excuse me. I must have worded it wrong. my english is not precise. ehlers danlos is a suspicion in the room. I'm supposed to have it genetically tested. I'm waiting for an appointment. but I think even if it is confirmed, the tms should do the work, right? I know what you mean. I'll do anything...

Thank you for your answer. Today I went to a doctor to have special blood values like Borrelia etc measured again. based on my story he asked me hear of alan gordon before. he has dr Schubiner's workbook? I think completely translated and given me 30 days to do it. He was in the US because...

I don't seem to notice. so thanks for the hint. yes i did tms work (meditation) and went to fresh air. moves me despite fear. I know it's on me I don't quite know yet how to find the space between pain and fear in order to react in a new and calmer way. How did you manage to distance yourself...

Viele deiner Worte regen mich zum Nachdenken an. Im Allgemeinen spüre ich nur das Gefühl der Angst. Seit ich 6 war, behandelte ich sogar 6 Jahre lang nur Angstzustände. Natürlich war die Kindheit schwierig. Ich schaute viel auf mich selbst und weinte viele Tränen. aber die Angst und der...

I know the hernia is structural. but they say the pubic osteitis doesn't come from it. two different things. and she's out of therapy they say. shock wave, inject, physio. As soon as I tense my adductors or walk up stairs, I feel severe pain. Since 4 months. The problem is I also know this pain...

https://www.tmswiki.org/forum/threads/pain-and-fear-since-30-years.26266/#post-136235 (Pain and fear since 30 Years)

Yes, you can see my history on my profile. since childhood and especially 6 years paralyzing isg pain with sciatica and knee pain. and Always very strong fears and obsessions and checking my symptoms. i have sarno lain, steve, as well as a book here i think of tgv? sometimes the isg still flares...