I lost my husband 10 years ago. I cried and cried, went to bereavement groups, read books on grief. I drank around the clock for a number of years and got sober. 6 months after he died, I had a pinched nerve, and now 10 years later, soboer for quite sometime, I had a hard time walking. I don't know where this grief is coming from, but i can't seem to stop crying. I am spiriling in and out of pain,
