Recent content by cellochess

Thank you all, I will continue to work on uncovering deeper emotions and trauma, treating myself lighter, and avoiding fearing the pain. Ive started to work with Alan Gordon's center too.

I should add, Ive made a priority of rediscovering hobbies lately, such as playing chess (hence the name), racing simulator games, playing/ walking my dog, reading books about new subjects, and investing. Maybe Ill add art and sculpting soon too. I am very type A though, and find I often feel...

Thanks for your reply, I definitely agree that I put too much pressure on myself. Even just day to day, I'm so focused on my recovery and getting better. In October I set 3 goals for myself to achieve by January: To be able to code 4 hours a day/ write 1 hour a day pain free, to walk up to 2...

Hello, sorry for a long post, want some feedback, what do you guys think, I thin its PPD but Ive also been told my joint laxity (EDS type III, Im more flexible than 99% of males around my age according to Beighton scores) may be a structural cause but Im skeptical because I wasnt always in...