And thank you for sharing YOUR story! The obsessing about the pain 24/7 is exactly what I´ve been doing last couple of years, thinking "how could I do otherwise? The pain is allways there, how can I possibly ignore it?" It was very enlightning for me to learn that that is exactly what feeds the pain, even though it´s hard to change when you´ve so into that thinking pattern... But we can change, yes we can!