I am new to the forum. but not new TMS. My journey with hand, wrist, arm, shoulder and neck pain absolutely changed my life. I have stretches of time now where I am absolutely pain free and I type, write, workout, play basketball and do anything I like without worry. Even when the pain comes back, I am not concerned, and I laugh it off until it goes. This journey also helped to ease anxiety and depression. After about a year of life beyond TMS, brand new chronic symptoms have appeared. And this time, they are diabolical. These symptoms include lightheadedness, dizziness, anxiety and double vision. They are all due to TMS. However, I lapsed and allowed my brain to conjure a cause that is physical simply because the symptoms were not subsiding. Eventually I got back on track with the help of a therapist, and the lightheadedness and dizziness began to ease up. However I do need some support. The double vision has been relentless and constant for 3 weeks. Every second, night and day, eyes open or closed. One of the best messages I received from my TMS specialist was that TMS always, eventually reveals itself. This has been true for every single one of my symptoms, except for this one. Even though I know it is TMS, I still google search for physical causes. I have still made visits to my primary care doctor who sees no medical reason for the symptoms. And now the fear is locked in. This double vision plunges me into episodes of anger and depression. I want to escape this double vision so badly that I imagine dying, and this fantasy only fuels the TMS because it reinforces the fear. Not sure what type of support I am searching for, but I know that I needed to write all this down. I really love this forum. I read it sometimes when I need a reminder. It's about time I made a post.