These days, I was feeling like I was stuck with my pain. I resumed drawing, but there is still some arm pain and neck stiffness. I become so tense when I’m working. I also notice my jaw becomes all tense throught the day. It’s hard to try to not focus on your body, while trying to notice when I’m becoming tense, and then relax. I’ve done a lot of mindfulness meditation, as well as some kundalini yoga, which relax me a lot, and put me in the present moment. I think my main issue right not is my incapacity of being positive. I’m always thiking about what could go wrong, will I hurt myself, what went wrong during the day, etc. I do a lot of « rumination ». And I have to change that. Yes, I still have pain when I’m drawing, but I’m drawing ! Isn’t great ? Still, it’s hard to convince myself I will be ok and heal eventually, because I don’t know. See, I’m doing it again ! Being negative and anxious ! I feel there is so much work in front of me ! Wish me luck.