I haven't posted on here for a while, but am so grateful for all of the resources available through this site. I find its a delicate balance of learning about tms and trying my best to ignore my symptoms. If that makes sense? I want to acknowledge my progress by writing it down and sharing it here because I'm feeling impatient and stuck today. Many of my symptoms have disappeared or have decreased significantly, but yet I find myself feeling deflated. I have thoughts like when will this ever end? I am sick of writing and talking about my feelings in fact I don't even know what else to say. I have no symptoms when my mind is occupied with a task or I'm visiting with friends. When I'm alone or just sitting still is when my symptoms kick in. Head pain, anxiety and muscle twitching now. I think I cannot let go of my fear of being sick completely. I read daily, listen to audios, write, so many great teachings, but when will my subconscious mind finally get it. Hopeful for peace soon.