I've had conditions such as dry eyes and voice issues that have costed me many of my best years. Now I'm in my late twenties and I have a lot of grief about not having lived my youth. I'm at a point where I just want so say Fuck it. Trauma or not. Depression or not. I'm going to make the best out of this short little time that I have on this earth. As simple as it sounds. Has anybody ever managed to use this as a viable strategy ? By recognizing the ephemeral nature of life ? By simply not giving a f ? Or would the body resist and urge you to sove your trauma ?