What was the most disheartening thing a doctor has told you about your symptoms? In what ways have you kept that in your mind? I remember when I met a doctor and she told be I never should get better and live with this my whole life. I remember when I walk away from the clinic and cried like a baby. Looked up in the sky and och the buildnings and in the end on the people. Everyone looked so happy and I wanted to end my life. I have no good answer to why this is still in my mind sometimes.