Hi - my name's Malcolm and I work and live in SE London. Been a Sarno convert since 2012 having suffered chronic low backpain since the mid nineties. Have learned to control my TMS but have recently had a relapse that is shaking my faith hence finding myself here. I have a busy life working as a higher level teaching assistant in an inner-city primary school but find my TMS recurring during the holidays so instead of enjoying my well-earned time off I spend it trying unsuccessfully to stave off back pain. Seems I don't like being left alone with my own thoughts and need the distraction of work. It's driving my wife nuts and I'm struggling to "think emotional" as I feel tired from work and unable to recharge my positive vibes. Just an acknowledgement that I'm not alone would be comforting. Thanks for listening.