The past two weeks my symptoms have been changing. Some days I have pretty decent days and I barely notice my bladder. Other days it is there is full force saying, ‘Hey there, I am on your mind.’ On those days I get a bit panicked because I overthink the sensations and get scared that I am having a re-occurrence of a UTI. There is some post-traumatic stress tied in there from my UTI in March. Though each time I go through this cycle, the PSTD lessens. The symptoms have been moving around a bit. Sometimes I notice that right after I go pee, I feel like I have to go pee again. This has been easing up in the past two weeks. Past two days I feel like I little twinges in my uterus. I think my period is coming up though, so I attribute that to that. I feel like I can hold my bladder longer and the sensations of bladder pressure are not as intense. The most overwhelming thing I feel is that by using the TMS program as well as tools in my tool belt, like daily walks and meditation is that I am living more fully than not. I am less emotional, crying less and copign better. Another thing I have done lately is weaned my son from breast feeding. I fed him for 3 ½ years. I feel a bit lighter from doing that. It was a big gift I gave my son to feed him that long.